Thursday 27 May 2010

mini meltdown!

BRING ON MONDAY...

I'm so stressed about this weekend
Why am I such a fucking perfectionist?
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Tuesday 25 May 2010

Gravity!

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down


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Saturday 22 May 2010

Neglected

First time I've had a chance to blog in over a week!
Eisteddfod is up and running, and although I am enjoying watching my students, I'm just so exhausted!!!
This Eisteddfod is in Taree which is about an hour out of Port Macquarie. First session starts at 9am so I'm leaving Port by 7:45am to get there early to go check on the students before they head back stage, then I'm staying until about 1:30pm after which I drive back to Port by 2:30pm to start teaching at 3:00pm...
I've also spent every day and night of my "days off" there too!
All complaining aside, the standard of this Eisteddfod is absolutely incredible!!! So much higher than when I was a student... One of the Contemporary sections I watched last night had competitors in it who could easily be in the Sydney Dance Company or likewise!!! VERY IMPRESSED
My beautiful Chenaye won the 14yrs ballet champ and two of my students got both 1st and 2nd in the 14 yrs Jazz championship!
Got the Open age Ballet, modern and Jazz Championships today/tonight so fingers crossed our kids do well.
I have less students dancing this week as it's the "Novice" week but troupe weekend is fast approaching 5 SLEEPS (not that I'm counting) but in all seriousness I cannot wait until the stress is over, bring on the 31st of MAY and I promise then to return to blog world!
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Sunday 9 May 2010

I want, I want, I want!!

I believe in love, lust, sex and romance.
I don't want or need everything to add up to the perfect equation.
I want mess and chaos.
I want someone to go crazy out of his mind for me.
I want to feel passion and heat and madness.
I WANT IT ALL.

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Thursday 6 May 2010

Happy Birthday too me!

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Hoping it's a good day :-)
fingers crossed...

Wednesday 5 May 2010

let it snow, let it snow, let it snow!

I'm totally loving the cooler mornings and nights we are being presented with at the moment!
It makes me feel like I'm back in my beloved city LONDON...
Oh Happy Days!
Birthday Tomorrow :-)
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