Monday 27 September 2010

Murder!

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Well I've never been more glad to see the end of group weekend!
So many fucking dramas!
Starts off with Shae (my main senior jazz/ musical theatre girl) pulling out, due to unexplainable abdominal pain. As She is centre front/main part in ALL my routines we had to have a 7am rehearsal at the studio to replace the Open jazz, Contemporary, Cabaret, Musical theatre & Variety routines. Once this was done I had to rush to the Eisteddfod to watch my younger ones.
Due to my excellent ability to break speed limits I made it to the Eisteddfod in time only to be greeted at stage door by one of my 10 year olds with her whole arm in a cast and sling, evidently she was also unable to dance!
I then get backstage in time to prepare my girls for the Small Group 12 years and under jazz. There are supposed to be 6 girls in this dance and I only have 4 standing in front of me, Miss Elizabeth comes up to me and says "Miss Dan the other two are not coming one has a burst appendix and the other has sprained her ankle!" at which point I literally started laughing (it was either that or cry and I figured it to be too early in the weekend for tears). So in true 'the show must go on spirit' I repositioned the routine and sent them on their way.
After this things started going rather smoothly and I was thinking it was all too good to be true my 14yrs small group jazz won 1st place my 10 years jazz won 1st place and the B group got H.C & then in the dinner break one of my 14 yrs girls was messing around with her little sister and friends and some how managed to dislocate her knee, so adding one more routine I had to replace squished in the corner of a dressing room.
Finally it got to the senior sections and I was feeling relatively calm (considering the ordeal I'd been through over the previous days). The Seniors danced very well Got a 2nd for their Cabaret, 3rd in Musical Theatre, 2nd in Lyrical and HC in their Variety and then...

They decided to RAPE my new jazz routine!

Honestly I sat there in tears and when it was over I went straight to the car because I didn't want to have to talk to anyone especially NOT my students coz I actually would have verbally abused them. As I write this I'm actually still incredibly angry, it's so much worse as a teacher when your routine looks bad you take it so personally & you feel like everyone thinks it's your fault Ahhhh I'm so fucking upset & lucky for those girls I don't have to see them until Term 4 starts coz If I had to see them on Saturday I would literally lose it!!!!
I guess it's done and dusted now so there is no point dwelling on it and once I've written this blog I'm promising to just put it aside and work on making it amazing for the concert so the parents can see what it is supposed to look like.
Solos start this week and they are VERY stress free so I'm going to sit back and relax and hopefully not witness the murder of any more of my routines!
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Saturday 25 September 2010

Knock On Wood

Well Done ladies...
Knock on Wood First place :-)

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Sunday 5 September 2010

Craving

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Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I stare at you
Why can't I keep you safe as my own?
One moment I have you the next you are gone
Rehearsed steps on an empty stage
That boy's got my heart in a silver cage
Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I crave you

I walked into the room dripping in gold
Yeah dripping in gold
I walked into the room dripping in gold
Dripping in gold
A wave of heads did turn, or so I've been told
Or so I've been told
My heart broke when I saw you kept your gaze controlled
Oh I cannot solve

Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I stare at you
Why can't I keep you safe as my own?
One moment I have you the next you are gone
Rehearsed steps on an empty stage
That boy's got my heart in a silver cage
Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I crave you

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It's true I crave you
Crave You
It's true I crave you

Let's just stop and think, before I lose face
Surely I can't fall, into a game of chase
Around his little finger, that boy has got me curled
I try to reach out, but he's in his own world
This boy's got my head tied in knots with all his games
I simply want him more because he looks the other way

Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I stare at you
Why can't I keep you safe as my own?
One moment I have you the next you are gone
Rehearsed steps on an empty stage
That boy's got my heart in a silver cage
Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I crave you

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I am craving you

I smell a memory...

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scent is such a strong vessel for nostalgia. There are very few scents I am likely to forget, and each one brings to mind particular memories. Lately with the commencement of spring the flowers have started to open, bringing with them the most beautiful essence. Two flowers in particular remind me of summer and the happiness it brought to me as a child and these are the Gardenia and Jasmine flowers. Just yesterday I was half way through my daily run and as I past the gardens in the middle of Rushcutter estate I took in a deep breath & smelled the most distinct smell of summer only to turn & find my precious Gardenias and next to this a beautiful jasmine bush blossoming so brightly. It definitely made me smile.
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Saturday 4 September 2010

boring blog!

There hasn't been a whole lot going on in my life at the moment, & this is my sole excuse for lack of blogging.
Due to Simon leaving I'm stuck again in Port Macquarie with no friends. Not trying to say this is at all a good thing but it has had it's benefits. I have had a lot more time to go to the studio to practise my solo and have been able to go running a lot more than usual, which is imperative as I'm on a major health kick at the moment (purchased a very pricey pair of Nike runners this morning as part of 'plan motivation').
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Another thing Simon's absence has created is my new found obsession with the Harry Potter books. I'm currently reading the 3rd book in the series which I cannot seem to put down. Parallel to reading the books I have decided to watch the movies. For each book I finish I have been (before moving on to the next book) watching it's matching film, this intern has lead to my adoration for Emma Watson (the actress who plays Hermione Granger in the movies). I think she is absolutely gorgeous in a real natural, girl next door type of way, & her accent reminds me of my friends back in London who I so dearly miss.
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On another topic, the eisteddfod starts in just 3 weeks and I'm shitting myself! I have a lot more new routines than the previous eisteddfod which intern means I'm up for a lot more judgement erghhhh can't wait till it's all over!
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